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Chapter 1

Text 10

aparyaptam tad asmakam

balam bhismabhiraksitam

paryaptam tv idam etesam

balam bhimabhiraksitam

Translation

Our strength is immeasurable, and we are perfectly protected by Grandfather Bhisma, whereas the strength of the Pandavas, carefully protected by Bhima, is limited.

Lecture

Inspired to act

The time has come to start a war with our own character. To do this, we need to have a certain determination. In our world, determination comes from materialistic desires. We see something and meditate on it, we plan how to get it, we imagine how wonderful it will be to have it, how carefully we our going to take care of it, and how much joy it will bring to us. This meditation on happiness in the future makes us act in the present. As a result, we loose the present and the future, because in this world - happiness is just another commercial idea. Banners are everywhere and they tell us to buy some idea. However, despite the commercial invasion and its desire to prove to us that happiness can be achieved if we buy a certain combination of atoms, electrons, dirt, and dust, not one commercial is actually true. Any commercial is just a lie from the beginning to the end because it tells us to solve inner problems with outer ways. If the time has come to have an operation and remove our appendix; it is too late to buy new socks or a laundry machine...

Therefore, the desire to act comes from the person's faith. If we believe in commercials, it will make us work, but if we believe the words of the Absolute Truth, we will get the determination to study our character. Cleaning and purifying our body and soul will help us get rid of our suffering. In this world, water represents the Absolute Truth, and it can take our pain away. For example, if you have a headache, you can go to bed and put a glass of clean water near your head. When you wake up, you headache will be gone. Pour this water into the Earth and don't drink it.

When a person looses faith, his desire to act disappears. This happens when a person is already disappointed in material existence, but he has not gained true faith in spiritual life yet. He stops acting and calls this inactive state transcendental, thinking that he has achieved a high level of self-development. In truth, this means he has not even started to develop, he is just standing in front of a door with an open mouth, but is afraid to enter it...

Therefore, faith has three main attributes - enthusiasm, determination, and patience. A group of people believed in Stalin and went to fight for him, but on the other side, other people believed in Hitler and were also ready to die for him. So, the two sides fought because they believed in their military leaders. Both sides had faith, and their faith lead to war. Why? Because what we believe in matters. If we believe in the Absolute Truth, the result will be completely right. But if we believe in something that is doubtful and untruthful; it is hard to expect a good result.

Where should we search for the source of our faith? It is hiding in questions and answers. When we ask a very important  question and respectfully listen to the answer and advice, the desire to follow this way enters our heart. Enthusiasm comes from the connection of two elements: the words of the saintly tractates and their explanation by the spiritual teacher. This is spiritual chemistry, and it is capable of making the chintamani stone (spiritual enthusiasm).

We can choose one of two things: either we look for enthusiasm in spiritual tractates and the words of the spiritual teachers, or we will have to go back to looking for life energy in commercials, gossip, and television. These are two opposites, and the choice in our hands. Both of these powers are like fire. Material pleasures burn and destroy all the good qualities in the person and turn him into a helpless and poor animal. Spiritual life burns all the sins of a person and destroys all his foolish habits. Which of these two fires do we choose to put fire wood in?

If we have the right relationship with the spiritual teachers and tractates, our desire to keep up the fire of material pleasures disappears and the enthusiasm for spiritual development enters our heart. This happens slowly, but evenly. This is how we can find out if the spiritual master is qualified. He can turn our head in the right direction, so that we will be able to see our way with our own eyes. However, since our neck is troubled by spasms (material hope), it's not so easy to turn it. Therefore, first we will have to undertake a course of massage, which consists of questions and answers. This is the massage of our heart and it will certainly bring us to the right result.

Indian Parable

There lived a person in India, who carried water. He had two big pots that hung on a special stick, which he carried on his shoulders. There was a crack in one of the pots, but the other pot was perfect and always had a complete portion of water at the end of the walk from the source of water to the house of the teacher. The cracked pot had only half the water at the end.

For two years, this continued every day: the water carrier brought only one and a half pots of water to the house of his teacher. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of his achievements. And the poor cracked pot was very ashamed of his imperfection and was very unhappy, because he could do only half of what he is supposed to do.

After two years of feeling imperfect, he said to the water carrier at the source of water: "I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you," said the pot.

"Why? What are you ashamed of?" asked the person who carried water.

"During these two years, I was capable of bringing only half the water I am supposed to bring because the crack in my side causes the water to leek on the way toward the house of your teacher. You did this work, and because of my flaws you did not achieve the complete result of your work."

The water carrier felt sorry for the old cracked pot and, because he was compassionate, he said: "Since we are going back to the house of my teacher, I want you to notice the beautiful flowers on our way."

Indeed, when they were passing a hill, the cracked pot noticed beautiful flowers on one side of the road. This calmed him somewhat. But, at the end of the way, he started feeling bad again, because half the water was gone. So, he apologized to the water carrier again. Then, the water carrier said: "Did you notice that the flowers grew only on your side of the road, and not on the side of the other pot? The truth is, I always knew of your flaw, and I made good use of it. I planted flower seeds on your side and, every time we were on our way to my teacher's house with water, you watered these flowers. During these two years I took these flowers to decorate the table of my teacher. Without you, the way you are, there would not have been such beauty in his house!

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